Saturday, September 09, 2006
[] weight of the world []
o well the hols are going to be over soon. and i m so "happy" -_-lll. my whole holiday is packed and i don't even have time for myself! wad the heck! i now offically hate basket ball.. maybe not the game but the people who plays it. i think that they are all freaking loosers! and for my team, well every body juz wants to be better that everyone els. and thus, that's not a team any more! selfish attitudes! and wad close fwens... well i dun feel close to them any more... every one els juz has they own life gg on and feeling perfect.... while mine juz sux! i dun expect much from people now. even those i love is juz not that when i need that. dun blame them. they may have thier own life now... some may say. so better off living as a hermid now... dammit! freaking pissed! really need god now.... but i know he is juz giving me crosses to carry.... but continue to speak to him. .... i know he is the only one who cares abt me now.....
the sun sets and night covered the world.
11:23 PM
