Tuesday, August 16, 2005
[] Twice happy []
hmm... today not planning to write much...
coz deep deep deep down inside i m feeling
very sad and dissapointed in myself
really!
it all started yesterday... i SMSed her 6 times and
she did not even reply once!
yup! i actually thought she was angry then i sms
apologising. then she still have not reply!
so i waited for her to call... but in the in... she did not.
so i planned to sleep but just when i was
gg into m dream land,
sian! the fone rang.... and the ringtone
i knew it was her... did not wanted to pick up de
but father asked me to...
she told me that she did nt reply as her hp was CHARGING
then i was only like ... "o ok ok i never blame u..."
but we did not even tok for long! haiz...
we always have nth to talked abt de...
if in this case dun tok la!
sian sian... everytime all "NEthing... dunno... up to u!"
wah lao can't think of anything?
then we put down the fone....
then can't sleep properply...
coz coughing the whole night
haiz.... today... went to school...
went with the grudge still there...
dunno if i m sensitive... but when we went to the lockers
she did nt even call me as she always do...so i did not mind
then it was lit... sian... did not even bother to tok to her...
haiz... dunno la... the same thing hapen in science class!
she dun even bother to tok to me! wah lao
need me to open my mouth...
why always must it be the boys! u tell me!
sian... so i was really very angry...
on the verge of wacking people...
but then time and time again keep telling
myslef... relax sean... act calm... go home and say
everything out in ya blog!
haiz... so act oh...
after sch... nvr tok to her...
then went to play ball...
forced to go j8... haiz... o ya another thing linn came back
but NEways... did not have a good day at all today...
bad! haiz... sian man! o ya... send dear back today also...
all the way to her door steps... yup!
hahaz.... ya la thats all la...
o ya sth new happen today la...
i know i m poor... abit out dated
so happy over such small things...
but NEways i ate pasta mania to day
! 1st time eating... haha!
yup! that all... bye bye people.... tagg!
the sun sets and night covered the world.
9:48 PM
