Friday, July 01, 2005
[] Breaking down :'( []y? m i that different?in wad way m i? y must u treat me like that?tell me! ... some1! Tuition home work! ... y never do?m i goning to break?will she ever leave me?really? does she even love me?sean wad r u doing? nvr score?open goal leh!on ya marks get set...!this a all the thing which r running through my head now... wahs....!i feel like breaking down....haiz... stressed! No where els to bottle out mt feeling... last place ... here!haiz... today, we VS mayflower!haiz... win la... but not much... 53-30 only la...sian then i also foul out... sian!5 fouls leh...i felt ashamed loh...i felt like i let the team down!sian then went back to sch... dear like nvr ask me if i was good...hmm simply put it...nvr tok much la...then sad loh...haiz....then went to eat at S-11... tired oso la...then suddenly dun feel like toking le...then i tell her tt i was tired la... but i was oso la.. abit la...then they all went to walk walk then at last took 88 home...then as u know i was sad mah... thenwent to van me anger by playing bball loh...then after play bballl then came homehaiz... came home sad oso... then bathe loh... now still sad la...but trying to do stuff to keep me occupied sowill not think if sad things le...haiz. tromm will be gg to tuition and with kx ppl out la...then mon will not be gg out le so maybe tromm go catch show at nite loh...k chow .... hope ____ could care for me more! love me!
the sun sets and night covered the world.
8:42 PM
